i wish i can know what god knows. then i'll know how much you love me. i think my estimation is as close to what god knows. it's not that i dont trust you. sometimes my mind runs wild. i think i'm the most paranoid person on earth. and i'm sorry for that. i'm sorry to let things take control of me. i'm sorry you have to be with someone so paranoid and insecure. but i'm sure it'll go away.
yesterday when i cried, it wasn't totally because i was sad and scared. when you told me, you want the seven years so badly, and especially when you told me you want to prove the people wrong about me, about you and about us, i can't help but cry. and i hope you really mean that. i never felt so special before. it's a new feeling to me. i like the feeling. you are a gem. a very rare gem.
i appreciate you convincing me and comforting me and being there with me even though it's late. i'm sorry. i really really love you. and i dont ever want to leave you or go back to my old ways. i want you forever. i want us to be forever.
nothing is gonna change. i love you.
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