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susprise!

BEHOLD THE MASTERPIECE



well you just look at that. that is what she did for me. how sweet she is. i was really really surprised. i've never received anything like that before. i love it.

"i said it and i sincerely mean it
not accidentally nor i'm not too sure i want to.
i'm sure.... i love you"

these will be the few days that you guys can try to annoy me or piss me off and i will just smile at you.

surprises!

my girlfriend is full of surprises! my girlfriend is ever so sweet. my girlfriend has brought sweetness to a new level. if anything is gonna be sweet, it'll be as sweet as my girlfriend. i feel like the luckiest guy on earth to have my girlfriend.

my girlfriend
my girlfriend
my girlfriend

you make me complete. my girlfriend.

i love you, shammie.

only god knows.

i wish i can know what god knows. then i'll know how much you love me. i think my estimation is as close to what god knows. it's not that i dont trust you. sometimes my mind runs wild. i think i'm the most paranoid person on earth. and i'm sorry for that. i'm sorry to let things take control of me. i'm sorry you have to be with someone so paranoid and insecure. but i'm sure it'll go away.

yesterday when i cried, it wasn't totally because i was sad and scared. when you told me, you want the seven years so badly, and especially when you told me you want to prove the people wrong about me, about you and about us, i can't help but cry. and i hope you really mean that. i never felt so special before. it's a new feeling to me. i like the feeling. you are a gem. a very rare gem.

i appreciate you convincing me and comforting me and being there with me even though it's late. i'm sorry. i really really love you. and i dont ever want to leave you or go back to my old ways. i want you forever. i want us to be forever.

nothing is gonna change. i love you.

melayu

Pada malam semalam, saya dan teman wanita saya bertengkar pada kali yang pertama. Walaupun ia bukan satu penengkaran(?), tetapi saya tidak tahu perkataan lain untuk menggunakkan. Kaum Internet sekalian, jangan lah marahi saya kerana saya tidak fasih dalam bahasa melayu.

Perbincangan kami tidak begitu hangat, tetapi teman wanita saya berasa seperti saya hendak mencari pasal dengan dia. tetapi itu tidak benar. saya hanya mahu tahu apa sebenarnya. saya mahu tahu semua tentang teman wanita saya. saya tidak apa-apa rahsia antara kita. sebagai teman lelaki, saya mahu menjadi seorang yang boleh menerima apa pun masalah atau apa-apa pun dari teman wanita saya. saya mahu dia menjadikan saya dalam hidupnya kerana hidup dia adalah hidup saya juga. dia berkata "saya tidak mahu menyakiti hati awak". tetapi dengan tidak memberitahu dan saya dapat tahu dengan sendiri, ia lebih menyakitkan hati.

tapi itu semua boleh diatasi dengan pembincangan yang matang. saya faham ke atas kelakuannya. dia tidak mahu hati saya disakitkan lalu saya akan meninggalkannya. dia takut saya akan membuat demikian. tetapi saya tidak akan membuat demikian kerana saya amat cinta kepadanya.

itu semua telah berlaku, tiada guna memikir tentangnya. yang patut dipikirkan ialah masa hadapan dan masa sekarang. dan masa hadapan termasuk berumah-tangga dan membina mahligai yang terindah.

akhir sekali, saya tidak tahu kerana saya menulis ini dalam bahasa melayu.

terima kasih.

physio

i've realised that not many people read this except for my busybody girlfriend. HAHA! just kidding shammie. but i'm still gonna blog on life. cause who knows 7 years down the road, i'll look back at this blog to refresh my memories of the past. we can read it together and laugh and smile all about it.

and seriously, i've never spent so much time with anyone before other than you. terror eh you.